Can't decide i[f] I should curse hi[m] or thank him... either

Can't decide i[f] this is pleasure or punishment, but either

Can't decide if this is agony or bliss, but either way, I want

Can't decide i[f] this is agony or bliss, but either way, I want

Can't decide i[f] this is pleasure or pain, but either way, I

Can't decide i[f] this is agony or bliss, but either way...I

Can't decide i[f] this is agony or bliss, but either way, I want

Can't decide i[f] this is agony or bliss, but either way, I want

Can't decide i[f] this is agony or bliss, but either way, I want

Can't decide i[f] this is agony or bliss, but either way, I want

Can't decide i[f] this is agony or bliss, but either way, I want

Can't decide i[f] this is agony or bliss, but either way, I want