bought a dildo to get ready for my first time with another guy

I need help; so I live in Southern California and im trying to

im not sure whether im ready for my first time in doggystyle

im not sure whether im ready for my first time in doggystyle

im not sure whether im ready for my first time in doggystyle

im not sure whether im ready for my first time in doggystyle

im not sure whether im ready for my first time in doggystyle

im not sure whether im ready for my first time in doggystyle

im not sure whether im ready for my first time in doggystyle

im not sure whether im ready for my first time in doggystyle

Not sure whether it’s for his pleasure or mine at this point

Im not sure whether im on the naughty or nice list for sucking